Light Painting Potential
I see a lot of potential in this kind of light painting - but realize at the same time, that it requires a lot of experimentation, in order to iron out kinks - but also making something interesting out of it - which isn't as heavily relying on just the effect itself. Which i mentioned earlier, can be boring over time.
I sometimes fail to explore the potential of light painting tools. Getting stuck in the effect, without ever to explore it any further, with finesse and more creative outcome.
Well, it is like "the Sorcerers apprentice". That kind of thing. Up like a sun - down like a pancake. In photography there is also an older saying "Kill your darlings". It is meant to people who hold dear the first experimentations as something fantastic - which it is personally - but then fail you develop things further. So, you get stuck in half-baked "darlings". They have to be "killed" in order for you to develop beyond the primary effects of a tool etc.
To refine those beginning skills into something greater, so to speak.
I fail
in that category quite often. Perhaps it has to do with that I don't truly have goals. My photography isn't dependent on anything, has no demands, no goals, no nothing other than that i myself, put up goals of interest. So, I am the sole energy source... which sometimes just isn't good enough for me to plunge into many greater things. I mean, i love to create in a small scale. To experiment - but I don't have any pull from the outside, that would make me do greater things. I am not even sure if I would want to.
So, I just do my one-man-show.
Wohooo.
In the long haul...
Albeit, I do tend to take up techniques over a much longer time. Going back to where i left off, and start to experimenting further. Sometimes this has lead to that i did develop finer skills. But it took many years, because I didn't work on them particularly much.
Like someone who in life, never get "to the fore". Not as ambitious to seek that kind of development beyond my local horizon. And sometimes I feel like i am too old for that. Yet, that is an extremely stupid "opinion", once shouldn't believe too much in it.
Another trap is the "I am the shit" kind of trap. When you overestimate your skills in an art or profession. Take it down a notch or two, if you are that kind of personality. Which we have plenty in the world, like grains of sand on a beach. It seems like mediocre "talents" are often most rewarded and hyped.
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