The nice thing about writing a diary the classic, analog style is, that now with my printers - I can also add little photos, panoramas and other illustrations into the diary. Since I've got the Canon Selphy CP1500 printer with its long lasting paper, one can make mini images and glue them into the pages of the diary. Or why not the Epson printer together with sticker paper. Albeit that ink is only dye based - it seems that the dyes do last a lot longer when kept in darkness. Which such photos do in a diary, of course.

 

The challenge of connecting deeper

So, I love the thought of writing just for myself, with a deeper sense - a deeper connection between mind & soul and the letters that flow out of my fountain pen. I also believe that when writing with a pen onto paper - the unnecessary stuff doesn't flow into the diary...

When writing on a computer - more bullshit slips through - which i find quite annoying at times. Like "empty fillings" and "rambling". Somehow it appears to lead me "astray", away from actually connecting with my heart and speak / focus on what really is going on. Most of the time when I write, i feel that i... well, sort of trail off. Without hitting back to what really bugs me deep inside. So, a digital diary is a bit lost on me these days.

Maybe this all is a matter of focus and concentration. Perhaps my attitude when writing on a keyboard is different compared to a pen on paper ?

 

What if its just a fluke ?

But then again - perhaps this is just a fluke, a sort of nostalgic idea which rises like a sun, and then falls down like a pancake. It isn't the first time I get enthusiastic about something - and then it just trails off, running into the sand. (until I pick it up years later).

 

 

EU Clown Democracy

One thing is for sure - the state can fuck itself in times of its excessive (often partially hidden) surveillance and control over its peasants, which more and more remind me of Stasi, DDR and the UDSSR. But under the umbrella of Clown pretended Democracy. Nothing better for the PTB (powers to be), than the illusion of that the slaves think he/she are free. While duping us into digging our own grave - under the umbrella of democracy, freedom and equality. At the same time doing the double speak of War for Peace, Control is freedom, and the "save democracy" while supporting now Azov Nazis - who're walking around with Hitler signs and Nazi heroism tattoos ... while now officially getting weapons from the US.

Corruption at its finest.

Boy, one hell of a democracy and freedom.


 

The illusion of privacy

while you're scanned at increasingly many levels. (Plus the plan to come, see new EU laws by unelected "representatives") Even if that isn't as often into your face in private - there more than plenty of BS to go around.

I'm not walking over that bridge. That trust got beyond broken.

Completely.

 


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